Saturday, September 05, 2009

Skip Beat PS2 Chapter 4 Ren Path (part 7)

If she chooses to go to the cafeteria, she will phone Mouko-san, who is totally unsympathetic of her plight. (But it turns out she wants Kyouko to hurry back sooner.)

The best choice is for Kyouko to decide that she should go see Tsuruga-san's filming. She knows that just cowering here won't do. She can't do her role if she is hated by him. So she decides to go see it. She walks there with heavy footsteps.

At the site, Ren is busily filming. Yashiro calls out to Kyouko. "Kyouko-chan!" He said it's great. He thought she won't be coming till dinner. Kyouko says it was hard to bear worrying alone. Yashiro agrees, it is not a good thing to worry alone. Kyouko also adds she wants to see him act, she likes seeing him in his role. But she starts to get negative thoughts again. Yashiro says he understands, after all, Ren can be scary when he's angry. But you'll be safe as long as he's working.

Kyouko watches as the director gives Ren stringent requests, which he follows. Yashiro actually tells Kyouko that Ren's state of mind is actually unfavorable. Kyouko almost didn't believe him. Yashiro signals her to look at Ren. The director tells Ren that his expression is too stiff, and perhaps they should take a break. Ren of course, insists that they should continue.

And so they continue the filming, but Kyouko doesn't want to see any more. Yashiro asks where is she going. She says she's going back to her room. The pain won't stop. She decides to return to her room, take a bath, and reset everything.

Regardless of what happened, Kyouko is back in her room. She takes a relaxing bath, and releases all those worries holding her.


"What will it take for him to forgive me?" When she thinks about how to use her acting skills, all she could think about was Tsuraga-san's angry face. She feels a tightening pain within. The fear that he may never speak with her again grips her, and she feels even colder.

She sinks into the bath. Then bursts out gasping for air of course. :P

She thinks about being hated by Ren. Those fangirls previously, they must have bigger presence then she does. She felt like crying, so she washes her face clean.

After her bath and her "image training", she goes down to the lobby. She wants to head to the cafeteria to get a meal, but she meets Yashiro along the way. He calls out to her. Kyouko asks him about the shoot. Yashiro says that Ren's parts are mostly done, so all that's left is hers. She gets into negative spirit again, thinking she has not done her job well. He tries to encourage her, saying there's still tomorrow.

Yashiro informs her that Ren is changing now, and invites her to join them for dinner. Kyouko turns him down, saying that Ren is probably still mad at her. Yashiro senses something amiss. He asks Kyouko, is Ren angry at her because of something which he had told her? "Like getting a kiss to make you fall in love? Something somewhere along that line?" Yashiro is spot on. Kyouko answers, "No, I'm the one who said it. It's my fault in the end."

"I knew it." Now Yashiro is feeling down too. "I'm sorry. All this is my fault." Kyouko says he's not to blame, it's some stunt she decided to try after listening to what the director said. Yashiro shakes his head, saying it definitely is his fault after all.

"What are you guys talking about?" Ren's sudden appearance shakes her. She turns around to see him coming over. "Ah, Ren. I was just thinking of inviting Kyouko with us for dinner. It's fine, right?" Kyouko whispers to Yashiro saying she should refuse. "I don't mind," answers Ren. Even though that was his answer, he says it in an absolute zero temperament. A 3 way option at this point.

The best option is to say thanks. Yashiro will rub it in Ren's face. "Ren isn't angry any more. It wouldn't be mature of him to continue to be angry." (He's probably the only person who dares to do that.) Yashiro assures Kyouko that she will be safe. Kyouko is very scared, but she goes along.

If she tries to refuse or come up with an excuse, Yashiro will latch on to her hand, making sure she can't escape. Then he drags her along. ^_^

(Note: Up until this point of time, it was just simply referred to as a meal. It wasn't until much later, where this meal was indicated as dinner. Furthermore, the sky is still bright, which made me wonder if it really was supposed to be dinner.)

Anyway, regardless of what happened, they are in the cafeteria sitting together. None of them has said a single word. Yashiro opens his mouth first. "Ren." He shakes Ren's shoulder. "What is it, Yashiro-san?" "I'm sorry! It was me! I gave Kyouko-chan those ideas!" He declares apologetically with both hands on the table. Yashiro confessed it was he who gave Kyouko the idea about the kiss with such an easy-going attitude. Ren just retorts how "easy-going" that was to ask something like that. These words really stabbed Kyouko. Yashiro protests that request might as well have came from his own mouth, Kyouko-chan should have nothing to do with it.

Kyouko can see Yashiro desperately pealing to him for her sake. Yet she is unable to say anything. She couldn't even look up. At this rate, things would only get worse. Suddenly, Ren gets up. He says he's finished, so he will be returning to his room now. Yashiro persuades him to stay. Ren just smiles, saying he ate the minimum amount needed. (Yashiro wasn't talking about the food.) Kyouko feels a stabbing pain, thinking he probably wants to be away from her. She wants to apologise, but she stays stunned, while he turns around to leave. Yashiro calls to him again. Ren just replies he wishes to be alone. He then leaves. Yashiro wanted to chase after him, but he stays behind. He and Kyouko both sighs.

Yashiro says in the end, he wasn't able to follow up on anything at all. Kyouko insists it's not his fault. Her easy-going attitude would offend any professional. Yashiro says that's not the reason. He knows it too well. It's because they're talking about Kyouko-chan here, that's the reason. He says Ren treats this matter with Kyouko very seriously. She is important to him. Kyouko doesn't understand any of that. Yashiro says he can't be the one to tell her.

Kyouko is confused. Is there another reason for Tsuruga-san's anger? Yashiro asks her how does she feel. He asks her to recall back the previous incidents. She thinks for a while, but she does not give any satisfactory answer. "So, what do you think might have happened if he does kiss you?" This stabs her. "Tsuruga-san is not such a flippant person."

Yashiro: Well, that is indeed true...
Kyouko: So the reason has to be the kiss itself.
Yashiro: A kiss is not a small matter to you too, right?

Yashiro continues in vain to convince Kyouko. "It's only because it's Ren, that's why you can ask this, right?" That is indeed true. Yashiro tells her, in any case, he will be back to normal by tomorrow. But Kyouko is not the least convinced, and is still feeling down. She feels her chest tightening.

Kyouko says she will return to her room. Despite Yashiro's protests that she hasn't really eaten anything yet, she still leaves.

Kyouko walks towards her room in her hotel. She looked downwards the whole way, not having the mood to look at anyone. She is fighting back tears.

Back in her room, she thinks to herself. What should see do? He must still be very angry. It was a terrible thing to ask. It's not like they have a special relationship. What if she never sees him again outside of work?

She starts to cry softly. It would have been a lot better if this was one of his usual anger fits. Could he forgive her like what he usually does? She hold her knees and sobs, thinking of what Ren thinks of her now. What if she did like him? Is that why it's so painful to be hated by him?

She continues to cry. She tells herself not to, she needs those eyes for the shoot tomorrow. But the tears won't stop. But even so, the importance of this job could not compare to the graveness of being hated by Tsuruga. What a failure as a professional... That's how he would chide her. But wait, he won't chide her like that again. Just the pure thought of that makes her heart ache. She wishes it will all just go away.

This isn't love. Love shouldn't have to hurt this much, right? Yet, why won't the pain go away? Why does it feel like she's drowning? She never knew such a kind of love exists.


  1. Please click the adds. :D
    But please don't go all the way out just to do that for me.

  2. Thanks For the Update.

  3. Thanks for the update as always :3

  4. mechgouki-san! Arigatou gozaimasu....
    I am really curious to see what happens next...will she get some courage to go and face Ren and his wrath(?)!
    Or Ren himself would come and try and talk to Kyoko as he himself doesnt want to stay away from her and his work also shows that he is disturbed!
    Mechgouki-san! Eagerly waiting for your next update.....

  5. thanks for updating

  6. thank you :) please do the next one as soon as you can I can't wait to find out what happens next :)

  7. Thank you! As always..
    Can't Wait Till The Next Part!~

  8. Thanks so much for another update!
    And yes, I clicky the ads. :P


  9. thanks so much for updating! =))).
    when you said there were updates i was wondering where they were and if i read the post wrongly. haha.
    thanks so much for updating during your busy work time! hope your work's going well! =))).

  10. How come no one lolled at the "THERE'S NO CG FOR HER BATHING, YOU PERVS!" comment? :P

  11. No one lolled because lots of people were thinking it :P will you do the other paths in the game once you have finished the Ren one? I am thinking the Sho one would be kinda cool too :P I will click alot more adverts if you do :D

  12. Thank you very much for the update. Keep up the good work!

  13. I might do the other paths, if I get lots of requests. However, I won't garantee that I will cover the ending of Shou, because as I mentioned, getting his good ending requires doing stupid things. >_<

  14. thanks! can't wait for the next update!

  15. Ooooh ok thank you, I look forward to your next update :)

  16. just to let you know... you get more comment on your work than me...
    i know how it feels when you dont get praises on your hard work, but don't think about the people who didn't write! think about the people who DID write and are waiting for you =D (like im one to talk xD XD)

  17. "How come no one lolled at the "THERE'S NO CG FOR HER BATHING, YOU PERVS!" comment? "
    :-P I laughed! I just hadn't posted yet. Thanks, as always. I hope things start looking up soon!

    I updated the thread in the forums with this post. ^^ I highly doubt I'm getting you any hits, but I'm trying!

  18. I didn't write that I lolled because I thought it was pretty much a given. :D


  19. Okay, updated again. Please read. :D

  20. yay! more updates! thanks!

  21. thanks for the hard work!

  22. Thank you! ^.^
    Sigh... Ren's still mad at her...

  23. It's great that you update during your busy schedule. Thank you so much for doing this! Please update soon!

  24. Thank you for updating! I'm so nervous to see how this all works out. Even though I know how it ends, everything in between is very nerve-wracking! *Please let Ren forgive her soon!*

  25. WAAAAAH!!! I'm so sorry I haven't commented in forever! I'm sorry! I'm sorry!! I'M SOOORRY!!!!!

    Please continue, mechgouki-san!

  26. haha, no CG of her bathing. I'm sure you were the one who wanted it most ;)

    thanks for the post.

  27. Thanks for updating
    I can't wait to see what happens next, poor Kyouko, poor Ren!

  28. thx for the update... i can't believe the rating of SB dropped to no 4 in MF :((.....

    one moment it was no2..then after 1-2 hrs, it was no4...!!


  29. Oh! You always leave us with such cliffhangers. Can't wait to see those 3 options, and to find out what happens when you pick one.

  30. Ren is such an idiot! He should've just kissed her. How could he resist anyway? The girl of his dreams coming up to him and asking him to kiss him... I know he didn't like her reasons, but if it makes her fall in love, then who cares?

  31. Yeah~~always so many cliffhangers.Just like waiting for chapter 147

  32. Updated yet again.

    His anger is understandable. But his attitude towards it is rather uncalled for.

    Matter of fact, I'd rather his anger be a short term explosive one, than a long term freezing one.

    More like "Why can't you understand?!", rather than, "Oh, it's you again."

  33. Thank you!
    I just read it..
    Sigh yeah I agree mechgouki-san
    The silent/distant treatment is not really that great >.<
    Well I hope that a moon will start poking out from this darkness :3

  34. thank you for the update :)

  35. Thank you for the update! Things are really tense now! Poor Kyouko, she's built so many walls up that she'll never figure it out on her own. She might consider it, but I bet she would dismiss it easily, just like she's done over and over again in the past.
    *Calls out to Ren: "Just tell her already! Be a man and go up against the gods like you said you would!"*

  36. I second that motion above mine. Go Ren, go!


  37. I think i know what Ren is doing...
    He wants to wait until the time is right, like a more romantic scene, hehe

    btw, i'm dimdim_4ever

  38. thanks many for the update!!! =)).

    WHY CAN'T KYOUKO OPEN HER EYES AND SEE THAT REN LIKES HER. =lll. but that will end the story so nevermind. i can't wait for the part when they get together! haha. i wonder how ren will do it, since he hasn't had much experience in love!

  39. Ya know, sometimes I think "we" forget Ren doesn't have much experience in love. Lust he has experience in, but not love.

    I can imagine just about how they would both act. Hehe...

    so much so that I think I have the ideas for my next fanfic!

    Since Valentine's Disaster is almost done (just have an 'Afterward' to do) and I only have a 1-shot in mind, oh, and still not job... I have time!

  40. Yay another update.. thanks..
    I agree with Mechgouki-kun.. Ren's anger is understandable, but still keeping that attitude after Kyoko already sincerely apologize.. She apologized immediately right after she said it, almost like it blurted out of her mouth without her really mean it... she realized the mistakes of asking such things right away.. but he still can't forgive her?? I don't blame Kyoko, I'd be too scared to stay near that dark Ren too..

  41. thank you so much!!!!

  42. Thanks for another great update!

    *sigh!* this is so sad. Nobody is happy right now. Poor Ren, poor Kyouko, poor Yashiro! Everything is so close to the edge but nobody has figured out the right way to actually push it over. It must be so hard for Yashiro to watch two people who obviously care for each other be unable to express it. (He's so much more patient than me. I'd be shaking them both by the shoulders already.)

  43. thank you! this is really getting good! :) please keep up the good work! can't wait to read more!


  44. Thank you!
    She's getting warmer! :D
    Yashiro-san! Keep on dropping hints!

  45. thanks for the update again!! ^-^ Mechgouki-kun is awesome!!

    Seems like the dark hour hasn't ended yet.. Ren is still upset, Kyoko is still in denial of her own feeling plus doesn't understand Ren's feelings.. seems like somebody needs to tell it right to their faces.. LOL.. but I understand why Yashiro doesn't want to say too much, he knows why Ren is waiting to express his feelings to Kyoko, she needs to be ready to confront it.. plus it's better if she figures it out herself, and they confess to each other, right??

  46. You know, as I'm reading this, I can't help but think "I'm glad the manga didn't go down this path". It's starting to get a bit... silly? I don't know, it just doesn't fit my image of skip beat.

  47. thanks sssoooo sososososososooooo much. u rock!

  48. "It's starting to get a bit... silly? I don't know, it just doesn't fit my image of skip beat."

    How so?

  49. It's really hard to explain. The characters are acting like themselves and all but it just seems off to me for some reason. Kind of like a weird dream that isn't good or bad. I'm sorry there is no hard logic behind it that I can explain yet.

  50. Oh wow! I'm liking this...Thank you so much for your efforts in posting the PS2 story...

  51. @ Kilimonian:

    Maybe it feels kind of strange because Yashiro knew that Ren was mad because Kyouko had asked for a kiss? Because, in the manga, we probably would have seen a conversation between Ren and Yashiro that would have explained how Yashiro figured it out. But in the game we are following Kyouko only.

    For me, that's what is most different. I'm so used to seeing a little bit of Rens POV.

  52. My discomfort is that everything was progressing quite well for Ren, yet he decided to cast it away. Is that something he really would have done?

  53. Thanks for your update~~

  54. Updated again, please be patient. The bad part is almost over.

  55. thank you so much!! can't wait for the next update XD. its so good

  56. i agree by the way, this story isn't anything like the manga. kyoko just wouldn't act this way at all, she isn't the same character

  57. I agree, Mr. Mechgouki,I don't think Ren would have pushed her away either. I think he would maybe go all "king of the night" on her when she asked for the kiss and asked if that was what she really wanted. Then, maybe Kyouko might have started to get nervous and Ren would pull back and joke with her so as not to scare her off.

    Anyway, thanks for the latest update. It's so sad. This is the second time she's cried really hard. Maybe, if the first cry is symbolic of having her heart broken, this second cry should be symbolic of being made whole again?

  58. I think the way to describe it is that the plot in Skip Beat, though incredible and not likely to happen in real life, is in a way realistic and very true to the characters.

    This game is starting to become more like a story to force these characters with more drama than the normal skip beat. I feel like kyouko, for example, is weaker than her usual ability. Even if its related to love. Ren, too, is not as perceptive on the issue-suggesting Kyouko do something to go ahead and get over her issues.

  59. the first applying to Skip Beat, the manga*

  60. Thank you!

    "She never knew such a kind of love exists."
    :D ^.^ ^////^

    Hmm... I think she's almost there!

    @ The realistic-ness (is that even a word? =.=) of this video game..
    I think that the characters are fine... BUT!
    I guess is like speed-ed up a lot
    So I guess that's why it can seem awkward?

    @ Kilimonian
    And you say that Kyoko is a bit weaker then usual but like... this is unfamiliar territory.. In the past none of her roles really involved romance
    As for Ren... well.. if the girl you like -if you are a guy- gets the chance to work with you and her role was to like you.. I think if you didn't go kind of weird or slightly off then you would have a problem...

    Ps. @ Mechgouki-san
    School started for me... So.. is the daily comments now

  61. kawaii desu yo~~!!! ^///^ kyoko's getting realyy close!!!!!

    @ emmaline
    hmmmmmmmm..... i dont kno ... in the manga ren doesnt think he deserves anything like love (god knows why...) so i think he would probably push her away. he SHOULDN'T, but i bet he would. this ren in the game is kinda weird.... >.< he holds her hand... goes down to that romantic beach... she falls on him, and he doesn't freak out at all...... and then he decides to push her away.... =( i'm not sure what he's aiming for...

    @ mitsuki-chan

    i started school too.... >.< it really sucks, huh? i started highschool, and it's reaaly different...

  62. Wow! Some real emotional development there for kyoko! Can't wait to read what she does next!

  63. Ooooh its getting good!!! Thank you very much for another update :D I am liking these developments :P

  64. *cheers on kyouko* maybe she's finally hitting puberty where you cry over guys all night.

  65. Regarding out-of-character'ness...

    I don't particularly think any of them are acting out of character. First of all, they're dealing with a situation they haven't been in before (in the manga). The only thing Ren and Kyoko have both acted in was Tsukigomori where they acted as enemies for most of the performance, and allies (not romantic interests) for the remainder of the performance.

    This is Kyoko's first attempt at anything involving Romance, which she knows next to nothing about. She may have loved Shou, but she wasn't IN LOVE with him. i.e. it wasn't mutual. He treated her like a friend or sister, then when he got annoyed with her, abandoned her.

    What does that tell her about her own actions involving love? That she's a failure. So in that matter, she's very impressionable.

    She's trying to find out how she should feel in order to correctly portray the emotion of 'love' to the camera. She knows it's only her eyes that will be seen, but she also knows that the eyes are one of the biggest features to show expression.

    If she doesn't know how it feels, her eyes won't reflect that hungry-I-want-you-sparkle that the producer seems to want.

    So, Yashiro mentions to try kissing Ren, thinking he's being all sneaky in his attempt to get them together. He seems to think he's helping Kyoko with her role, and helping Ren get his feelings across.

    REN, on the other hand, is seriously trying to NOT cross "that line" two fold.
    1) because he doesn't want to do anything to make Kyoko despise him and/or push him away and
    2) because he wouldn't be able to hold himself back anymore once he does cross that line. He would loose his ability to resist and to hide his real self.

    So, Kyoko casually asking if he would kiss her is a very dangerous statement for Ren. If he said yes, he would be overly emotional in his desire for Kyoko, or he would act out of character for his Ren persona. Kyoko returning/acting as her usual self with no emotion attached to it as Kyoko (rather than her character) would seriously hurt Ren.

    What choice does Ren have BUT to be angry?

  66. Oh, but for the record, I do think she's a bit too weepy. I mean, anything involving Ren to her affects her greatly, but seriously! Where is your strength Kyoko!??!

  67. oh man. i feel sorry for all of them. =l.
    i agree that yashiro's really patient and he just needs to drop more less-subtle hints! haha. though they won't really be called hints already then. =).

    stay strong kyoko!!!

    thanks so much for the updates!
    i keep hanging on for more! haha.

  68. Oooooh I think the good part is coming soooon. :-D I agree that it is a little strange...but I still like to see what happens! It's almost like reading a fanfic. Heheh.

  69. i found something interesting:D

    since i don't know any chinese/japanese i don't understand if it's a preview or a recap (somehow i feel i've seen the images before)... maybe someone with better skills can share with us..
    majore love attack --> ren's depressed face!!!:D


  70. sorry..i forgot to mention the link above is about ch 146

  71. looks like a mash-up of sorts. I couldn't remember where ALL those scenes are from, but it looks like someone combined different scenes from previous chapters to make their own "146." ^^ I can't read Japanese at all, but the font looks kind of different maybe? So maybe someone put in their own captions, too.

    I could be wrong, but that's just what I thought it looked like. Thanks for sharing the link though...pretty interesting. :-)

  72. @zibibba, it's a custom-made story using cuts of previous manga release. :P

    You should have posted that in the latest chapter discussion, not here. >_< Please continue that over there.

    The language is Chinese.

    Sorry, I don't have time at the moment. That's all I can respond to now.

  73. sorry..:(

  74. Hahaha I obviously didn't look that closely. I can at least tell the difference between Japanese and Chinese characters >_<

    Sorry I continued the derailed topic....

    Back on topic now. Thank you for the new update!

  75. Mechgouki-kun mentioned that the dark part is almost over... hopefully by next story, the light will come..

  76. Thanks for the update again. please update again soon.
    can't wait to see what happens next!

  77. Thanks for the updates! By the way, how come there aren't any pics? Did you not want to post them or were just none available. Anyway, thanks! ;p

  78. HEHEHE! She is beggining to realize her feelings! YES! The kiss is coming up soon! I can tell! Please post another update soon!

  79. There were only background pics. You mean you actually suspected that I decided not to post pictures anymore? =_=

  80. AHEM! I said you would actually think that I would skip out on posting CGs?


  81. Nobody would have thougt that!!
    *mumbling* at least i did not...
    Anyway thanks for the new update^^
    Can't wait to read the rest.

  82. Sorry! Didn't think you wanted a response lol...
    I should have commented *Gomen*
    But is like sounds a bit confusing for me..
    But like the whole time during the game is only all pics? o.o?

  83. updated updated updated updated updated updated updated updated updated updated updated updated updated updated updated updated updated updated
    You're the best!!! You're the best!!! You're the best!!!

  84. Mechgouki-kun.. it was midnight in here during your last posting, and I was asleep.. Gomen ne!.. then because it's weekend, and I promised my family to spend time with them... so I couldn't response as many as I like... Mou ichido gomen ne!

  85. Oh, sorry, guess I sounded pushy again. I have tough work to do myself. 13 hour shift this week. :(

  86. 13 hour shift?!?!?! EEEEEEEEEEK!!!!!!!!!!

  87. wow.. that's a long shift.. I'm struggling with just 9 hours shift for 5 days a week..

  88. thanks for everything!

  89. 13 hours? kawai sou... *pats ur head*

    im sorry i dont reply as much... im so busy with school... =(

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  91. The person above me is a loser! Please update soon mechgouki ^^

  92. Who the hell wrote that about mechgouki-san?!?! Gutless bastard!!

    What a stupid insult, too. Gay, homo, and fag are the exact same insult! If you're going to insult somebody, just use one of them! (And using that as an insult pisses me off too... I love gay people!)

    There's some things I'd like to say to you, but they're not appropriate for this blog.

  93. I wish this was like Youtube, where we can click on the little thumbs down icon for comments that are stupid. That person's comment would be hidden within five minutes flat!

    We love you Mr. Mechgouki. I bet that person is just insanely jealous that you have so many fans of you and your blog!

  94. We love you Mr. Mechgouki. I bet that person is just insanely jealous that you have so many fans of you and your blog!
    You're wonderful, do not mind that kind of person!

  95. 13 hour shift! Yuck! I know what those are like :(
    It IS like reading a fanfict.. but a REALLY addictive one. Thank you for translating!
    ... wow.. mechgouki would have to be the most straight gay man I've ever known if that were true, which it's not.

  96. I agree about Ren. If it was REALLY Ren, he would've gone to the brink and then held himself back AGAIN (as always)- and THEN make up some excuse as to why it had happened.
    This new "Angry-and cut-off Ren" is not the angsty Ren we all know and love.

  97. Thanks for the support, guys. Updates are going to be a bit slow, please be patient. :(

  98. At zerelja, you like gays? 0_o

    It's a sensitive subject, but let's just say there are 2 kinds. One is the nice kind like Elton John. The other, are the prison stories you get.

    I don't think it's a good idea to go into detail here. >_<

  99. The Elton John kind! Well, actually it would be more modern kind... Gays (and the whole LGBT community) just always seem more fun and accepting than straight people. I also have a bi friend who is awesome! All the gay people I've known are so nice. And a couple of my favourite people are Ellen (lesbian) and Mana (androgynous).

    I'm pretty sure I'm a gay male transvestite stuck in a girl's body! ^_^

  100. wait, what happened??? who insulted mechgouki-sama?!?! let me at em! >.<

  101. GAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't take this!! I NEEEEED Chapter 146!!!!!

    I'm going to kill myself if it doesn't come out today.

    If that happens, I'll need your help planning my funeral. I think I want a coffin like this...

    Should I have white roses or blue roses? Would both colours be too much? Maybe gardenias (they smell nice!) with blue decoration...

    Any ideas for food? It has to be vegetarian. I don't want any animals killed for my party.

  102. Thanks for posting this. i feel like kyouko fell in love too fast.


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